Sunday, December 23, 2012

I still don't believe you, Sachin.


I know, when I get up in the morning, things will not be the same for me. Sachin Tendulkar will not be playing ODI cricket anymore.

I know you have been playing cricket since the time I was born, but how does it matter? Why couldn't you just kept playing Sachin?

Why don't you understand that watching you bat, bowl or field gives me much greater a thrill than a last ball finish. The fervor with which you play the game is admirable. The simplicity with which you conduct yourself on and off the field makes me idolize you. You amplify my patriotism for the country. You have been and will remain the definition of passion for me since I started watching and playing cricket.

From here on, I don’t know how I would cope-up with these young sportsmen abusing each other while playing the gentleman’s game. They don’t even smile these days when they take a catch, rather they frown. I don’t know why. I’ll probably check the score once in a while to keep a track of how your team is doing.

Sachin, even if you had to retire, you could have given me a chance to see you in colored jersey for one last time in the coming ODI series against Pakistan. I will miss the standing ovation which you were supposed to get every time you came out to bat. I will miss the applause every time you touched the ball. I would have loved to savor those moments for a long-long time. You did not give me a chance to do that. I am upset. 

I know you have not been self-centered in your career as you have been accused of. But today, I would like to confess something. I have been selfish instead.  At times, I did not care if India wins or loses; I just wanted you to do well. I did not care when wickets kept falling at the opposite end, I just wanted you to stay. 

I will miss catching up a match in the middle and asking these two questions: ‘score?’ and ‘is Sachin still batting?’

In a while a lot of space will be flooded with the news of Sachin Tendulkar retiring from ODI cricket. We will get enough expert comments going for and against the decision. The selectors will aim to find a replacement, but how do I explain them, that you are irreplaceable. 

For me, you will never retire, although watching cricket will never be the same again. 

I still don't believe you Sachin..

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Travelling back in time

Travelling back in time was never easy. May it be in love, past memories, regrets or 10 hours and 30 minutes. This is the exact time which I have been pushed back to and approximately 7,777 miles further west. Mumbai to Toronto, form one financial hub to another. It has been more than 4 months, and only now I have had the time to put my foot down. A semester is over, the GPA’s are out, people anticipating summers, holidays, fun and romance for the couples who get time after all. Time sure does seem to fly away. I thought to utilize this spare time to write some stuff which I was planning to since I landed here. 

Jan 1st 2012 was a really long day and tiresome like hell, but the excitement of making it to a different country kind of made it up. It has been a smooth ride since then. Much easier than what I expected, or much easier than what I was mentally prepared for before coming here. The winter which never seem to go away (now I know, why people here so desperately long for a sunny day) was not harsh enough this year according to the inhabitants, we guys were lucky. Meeting people, shifting places, meeting more people, shifting more places, this seemed to be the order for the first couple of months. Now, settled finally but maybe not for long, after all, what is stagnant in this world?

The city is great, vibrant, lively, scenic, and happy, people from all parts of the globe, with different cultures working and hanging out together. The taxes are a bit taxing though, but walking on the street never feels like walking on a foreign land, not having to put our guards on. Smiling to a stranger is the best thing to do, not here, but anywhere in the world. If you haven’t done it yet, you might want to give it a shot, it is worth.

All said and done, I might well be experiencing the ‘honeymoon stage’ of being abroad. I am all set to enjoy it before the frustration creeps in. Keeping my fingers crossed.

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Contacting Toronto

My mom was the happiest when I announced that one of my photographs has been selected to be shown across 300 TTC subway stations across Toronto. As a matter of fact, not one, but six of them were. With more than a million viewers every day, this was indeed special. ‘Contacting Toronto’ the photographic exhibition will be showcased on the LCD screens located in the subway platforms for the whole month of May. This exhibition will emulate the city of Toronto featuring people who make the city, the diversity, relationships, communities, geographical boundaries economic realities and political uncertainties.

For the ones who might not be able to go there and view the photographs, I’ll post them here.

1. The Snow Walker



This picture was taken in Etobicoke in the midst of winters.Tried various angles to get this result.The traffic cones seem to have swiftly done its work by keeping the snow walkers away from the covered manholes. The officials not taking any chances of a fall resulting in an injury to commuters. This picture shows the duty of care provided by the Toronto traffic department in protecting the people from any bite.

2. The CN Tree












This is the Canadian National Tower, one of the most iconic structures of Toronto. It lights up the skyline in the night and makes it stand out in the backdrop of Lake Ontario. Clicked this photograph somewhere in the midst of January 2012 without using a tripod. To avoid the handshake in this long exposure shot I balanced the camera on a piece wood and used the LCD tilt/swivel function before clicking.The branches of the tree I thought added a nice dimension to the picture.

3. Hole Toronto







If we go by the sequence, this is the view from the sky-pod of the CN Tower, the second highest public observation gallery in the world succeeded only by the Canton tower of China. If you plan to come here, reserve your seat at the 360 degree revolving restaurant and enjoy your meal with the magnificent view from the top. Surely a place from where you can see the whole of Toronto, literally.

4. All is One












These two boys were practicing their skateboard jump for quite a while. After a few trips and falls, he finally got it right. This laconic narration has a moral behind it, isn't it? Every challenge you take in life, go for it, give it your best, if you don't succeed, rise up and try again. One of the shops in the background says 'all is one' which is a true reflection of Toronto.

5. The TTC Streetcar




This picture shows the Toronto Transit Commission's Streetcar in motion. The TTC's network includes the subways, streetcars and buses which provide excellent public transportation service to the daily commuters.  The photograph was taken at the Yonge and Dundas square, a prime tourist attraction hosting numerous public events and arguably the busiest place in here, often referred as Toronto's Times Square. The fast moving streetcar resembles the city in an apt way.

6. Multi-cultured



This photograph is my personal favorite. Taken in the Old Navy showroom at the Eaton Center, the largest shopping mall in Toronto. The cheerful lot welcoming the customers resemble the people here in Toronto, multicultural and diverse where age, color sex is no bar. You will be able to see me clicking the picture in the Old Navy TV on the upper right corner. The camera at the showroom caught me unaware and I found out only when I zoomed in. 

So, these are the six photographs which will be doing the round at the subway stations, I hope some of you will be able to catch it on the way through. The photographs are also updated on

Saturday, November 26, 2011

A test match worth 'watching'


The only thought which came along before the start of this test match was Sachin's century of centuries. Which is the reason why I was so excited to watch it live for it was being played in Mumbai itself.
The century did not happen, as he fell six runs short, but the whole experience was worth. I went there on the 3rd and 4th days of the riveting (which it turned out to be quite unexpectedly) 3rd test match between India and West Indies played from 22nd to 26th Nov 2011. Personally I would have loved if the match ended in an Indian win or a tie rather than a draw. Nevertheless, it was indeed one of the historic test matches which I was a part of as a spectator.

Now, as I am attempting a photo-blog, I'll be putting up some of the pics which me and my friend Mausam  clicked during the match, and try to give an angle of view which is very different from what we see on TV.

The umpires Tony Hill and Bruce Oxenford taking the field to call the start of play


Very Very Special Laxman walks in and with him the man who defines the mood of the country, with more than a billion expectations, Sachin Tendulkar.
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


The little master takes guard
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


Ravi Rampaul starts of with a bouncer
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


Laxman out first ball he faced. Walks in the future of Indian cricket Virat Kohli
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik




The trademark straight drive. Looked in sublime touch as he carried on from the
overnight individual score of 67

Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik



Sachin seemed to be in a hurry, as the nation anticipated a century of centuries. With 33 more to get, he blasted 27 of just 19 balls including a six over the third man.
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


Alas! Sachin Tendulkar: Caught Sammy, Bowled Rampaul. 94
Distraught, Agony, Disbelief and Stunned silence. We could hear the West Indians celebrating

Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


The genius walking back to the pavilion. The wait prolongs further.
 A proof that real life is no fairy tale

Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik





The whole stadium miss the "I was there when it happened moment" 
as Tendulkar departs so near yet so far of his century
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


West Indies- a sudden spring in the stride 



'We want..Follow on' was the rallying cry in the stadium as the crowd actually cheered with every Indian wicket. They rooted for a follow on, so they could see Sachin bat again.
Silly enough, but 'Sach' is the craziness and 'Sach' is life 



Captain Cool - MS Dhoni takes centre stage





Virat and Dhoni at the drinks break
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


Dhoni doesn't last long as the West Indians start to believe that they can upset team India
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik



Who would have expected, the centurion, the man of the match and the man of the series. R Ashwin
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


This is how we get to see live pictures worldwide
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik


And that's me signing off
Photo Courtesy : Mausam Pattnaik

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Unir


This boy used to work at a construction site somewhere in Solan, a beautiful town in Himachal Pradesh, India. Around 12 yrs old, overly fair with little pock marks on his cheeks and small eyes. He had a spark. I don’t know where he must be at the moment but he had something in him which struck me the first time I saw him.

I met him on the toy train, which I boarded at Kalka Junction. The wide gauge railway line did not ply across places beyond Kalka, thus the toy train. Personally I hated it. The scenic beauty, the snow capped mountains, the 103 tunnels on the way were all fine, but it was hell of a ride for me. The train went uphill and thus it went in circles. One could easily shake hands with the people in the first compartment of the train leaning out from the last. I had a massive weakness with anything which revolved in circles, may it be a toy train, a giant wheel or the thought of the earth spinning constantly.

The boy was sitting at the door of the moving train with some kind of a musical instrument in his hands. I went towards him and sat beside him. It was around 7:30 in the morning, and it was nippy. He was wearing a bandana which was more to protect himself from the cold. A headgear one could easily find people sporting in that part of the world. He was in a shirt which went almost till his knees and a cotton pant. It was a white shirt but it was visibly dirty. I got the impression that he was a local himachali lad.

“I am waiting for the tunnel” said the boy.
“Which tunnel?” I asked.
“The one coming up, it’s the longest one in the whole route till Shimla.” He said.
The Barog tunnel. I had heard about it, and even I used to wait for that particular tunnel as a kid. I remembered.  Little more than 1 km long and most probably the longest train tunnel in the world.
“Oh really! How far is it?” I asked nevertheless.
“It should be just around the corner.” The boy responded. I could see the excitement in his little eyes.

The train entered the tunnel and the brouhaha began, it was exiting indeed. The boy played his musical instrument, which I figured by now, was a Harmonica. He was superb at it, as the music echoed in the dark. It was a never ending tunnel which lasted around 3-4 minutes, keeping in mind the slowness of the toy train.

“Where are you going?” I asked
“Solan”
“Where in Solan?”
“Kasauli”
“Oh! I am going there too” I said.

I stayed in New Delhi, and I was going there to meet my school friends Tejesh and Honey. It was long since I caught up with my two best buddies from school. We had planned to visit Kullu, Manali, Rohtang, Dharamsala, Dalhousie and Shimla.

“Who are you with?” I asked.
“Look at the mountains. So beautiful na saab” he said with a dreamy look on his face.
“Are you travelling alone?” I asked again, befuddled.
“Yes”
“Where are your parents?”
“They are dead” He said, and played his Harmonica with the same dreamy look on his face.

I tried to sympathize with him, the one thing I am very bad at, but soon realized that he didn’t need it. We chatted about the place we were going to. He gave me insights about how to reach my destination and how to bargain with the coolies at the station. He also offered me to get a good bargain with the taxi walla, he was worried that they might fool me thinking of me as a tourist. We got down at a station and packed puri bhajji for ourselves. He wanted some jalebis with milk, so I bought him that too. He got friendly with me over a short span of time and I wasn’t complaining. I found his company interesting and fun. He was quiet a brainy chap with knowledge about what’s happening around the country. I got to know that he left school due to poor finances after his parents died. His uncle made him work at a construction site, a building which was coming up for residential purpose in Kasauli. He used to work as a laborer and live there amongst the ruins alone for the past three years.

“What is your name?” I realized that I had not asked his name yet.
“Unir..saab
He unceasingly addressed me as ‘saab’ even after I repeatedly warned him not to. It was more of a habit than respect I thought.

He was carrying a notebook with him which was full with sketches. That too good ones. He did not draw faces, but he sketched everything else, the scenery, the mountains, the terrace farming, an under construction building, a school, a music class with students learning to play some instruments. It almost revealed his life. He was sketching his life and he didn’t even know. I felt sorry for unir. He was a talented child within realm of possibilities, but he was stuck with the cruel reality of life. I felt for the plight of many children in similar hapless situations across the country. All I could do that time was to wish him well in his future life. I hoped he somehow made his own way and did well for himself in life, given the potential he had.

The train stopped at the Solan station, we both got down. Tejesh had called me up to apologize for not making up to the station. He was stuck with some important work, he reasoned and guided me on how to reach his place. I did not mind.

Since me and Unir had to reach Kasauli, we shared the cab. He was a also chivalrous kid and offered to pay for the cab. Which, of course I denied, although he tried vigorously. I had thought of giving him some money before we parted, but this episode made me sure that he won’t accept it ever. So I dropped the idea. He dropped down at the KC square, and said he would walk down from there.

“Ok saab, thank you. Come to my building where I work someday.” He said.
I smiled and patted his head, and we bid adieu.

I met Tejesh and Honey. They had taken a week off from their respective offices. We visited our school and caught up with other friends who were still around. Things had changed. The same school friends who taught each other swear words were being formal now. The same school friends, who introduced me to midnight hot on fashion TV, were talking about politics and the current fuck up the country is going through. Marriage was the hot topic instead of hot girls. These were the same guys who fought for the other girl in school.

We went for the vacation as planned. The trip was wonderful. We went for paragliding, skiing, trekking etc.  Boozing with old friends with the bonfire was fun. All this while somewhere I thought about Unir. I made a decision to visit him once when I get back to Solan. On the last day of my trip, I reached that building near KC square, asked a few men working there about Unir. No one gave me a proper idea where he was. Dejected, I started to walk back to Tejesh’s place and eventually to the station.

Saab!!” I heard a voice from somewhere.
I looked around and found Unir, sitting with his Harmonica outside the verandah where music was being taught.
“Hi Unir, How r u? I have been looking for you.”
“I did not expect you come saab!”
“I am sure you didn’t” I said with a smile.

I told him about my jaunt with friends. We chatted around for sometime. He seemed happy. It showed how lonely he must have been feeling for the last three years. No one to talk to, no one to share with, no one to play with. I said that I had only a few hours as I had to catch the train back to Delhi at 5 PM. As soon as he got to know this, he held my hand and took me to a nearby restaurant.

"What do you do in Delhi saab?" he asked on the way.
“I am a writer” I said.
“Will you write about me?” he asked curiously.
“Sure” I said and smiled.

“Now, I’ll treat you” he said suddenly with a sparkle in his eyes.
“But Unir..” I tried to speak.
He cut me in between, “I got my salary today! I have money saab
I was amazed by the innocence of the boy. “So, what will you treat me with Unir?”
“Two glasses of milk with jalebi please”

he ordered..


Thursday, September 15, 2011

Turn the tide, live the life


This is for the people who are poor with spellings, who are poor in orange or spoon race, who are poor in mathematics or studies for that matter, who are down with inferiority complex, who are poor in making friends, who are poor with communication and social skills, who are poor in looks and smartness, who are poor in confidence, who are economically poor, who are poor with their dating skills, who are poor in shape, who think they are poor in maintaining a relationship or friendship, who are poor in health, who are poor in talent and skill. In short, this is for the people who think their life is miserable. And shorter, this is for people like me.

I do believe we have all gone through some of the ‘poorness’ mentioned above at some stage of our lives. There are three possibilities; first, you might not have felt this way at all. Second, you might have felt some of the meagerness mentioned. And third, you might be relating to it completely. I would like to deal with the second, third and the fourth ones. Now you might be wondering, what the fourth category is?

There are people who have a great life, they are good at most of the things they do, but these are the same people who fail to realize so. They are up to snuff, but they do not actually believe that they are. This is my fourth category. Wherein you know somewhere that you are gratifying, out of honest feedback, but still do not agree to it personally.

Well, it’s time to move on folks. The foremost thing to do that will be to stop comparing yourself to others at any point of time. You have a life, and only you own it. Success and failure as part of life, is cliché; but you have to decide if you want to remain happy during the failures. Mind you, it’s not that it can’t be done. It’s not the end of the world if you lose a sack race. No big deal if your friend is making more money than you are. It’s the mental peace of mind and hope which keeps you going. Being content as you go along the stages of life will be a good idea. When you see your ex happily posing with a different partner on the facebook profile, be happy for him/her. And at the same time believe that there are better things in store for you. As Paulo Coelho says, “If you are brave enough to say good bye, life will reward you with a new hello”. Turn the tide and live your life.

Be comfortable in your own skin, be yourself. The ones who like you this way are your real friends; these are the ones who will take care of you when you are sick and lonely. If you still do not have such friends around you, don’t worry, you are better off without the fake ones. Love your parents, love yourself. Let your mind go for a short vacation every now and then. Read, write, play, sing, dance, flirt, pray, laugh, give, sleep, take photographs, party, travel, cook, learn music, exercise, shift jobs, innovate, explore and much more. Career is important, but happiness is prime. It’s a myth that happiness comes with power. ‘Sometimes success destroys more than failure’.

Stop living in the future. Everyone gets the same 24 hours in a day, what matters are how you spend it. Make plans and make sure to execute them. If you make a mess, let go, there is no point harping about the ‘should have, could have and would haves’. Give compliments, smile to strangers, keep a diary, keep a pet. The basic idea is to feel good about yourself. We do not measure life in hours and minutes, we treasure them in moments and memories.

Is this my attempt at motivational writing? No, out of all I need it the most.

This is self motivation..

  

Friday, August 19, 2011

Main bhi Anna Hazare


Anna Hazare might have never thought that he will get support from more than 'hazaron' in his fight against corruption. An ex army man who devoted his life to public service after he was the only survivor amongst his friends in the war against Pakistan in 1965. The social activist in him started from his own village, Ralegan Siddhi in Ahmadnagar District of Maharashtra. He transformed a mere village into a sustainable model by introducing solar power, windmill, biogas, terracing, tree planting etc. Small yet powerful steps that can pay in reap only if we have the will to do it. Tree planting is not a big deal, but the tree has to be planted, just knowing that won’t suffice. He played a pivotal role in implementing the RTI (Right to Information) Act, first in Maharashtra and then eventually all over. Hunger strike was always his means of protest since early days.

A few months back Anna’s fight against corruption gained public support as soon as people got to know about it from the constant media glare. Being a cause sensitive to all the countrymen including us, he is now a superstar, and no one is cribbing about it, except the government in power of course, and a few so called experts who just want to go against the motion just for the sake of it. Now I’ll try to decode what exactly is Anna fighting for. A Jan Lokpal Bill. Where did this come from?  Was it team Anna who drafted this bill from the scratch? No, they did not. Jan Lokpal is a proposed draft by team Anna who thought that the Lokpal bill was too weak to fight against corruption in India. Lokpal bill was already introduced by the government in 2010. So, if passed, Jan Lokpal bill will be a better and stronger version as compared to the Lokpal bill.

That was the background in short, now lets us go to the purpose/function/features of the Jan Lokpal.
According to the draft..
·     An independent authority called the LOKPAL will be set up at the central level and there will be LOKATULYA set up for each state. These institutions will not be in any circumstances under the control or influence of the government. Unlike the other Anti-corruption agencies like CBI (Central Bureau of Investigation) and CVC (Central Vigilance Commission) which comes under the purview of the government and can be easily influenced by the people in power.
·      This bill will have provisions where each corruption case will have to be completed within one year of its filing, and if proved guilty the person will be sent to jail within the next year itself. This means the case will not linger on for years. With the present system the case runs so tardily that the convict dies a natural death before the court announces its judgment.
·      The maximum sentence for the guilty should be more severe, and increased to a life sentence. Currently it is just seven years.
·    The bill also states that the loss incurred by the government or anyone due to corruption will be recovered from the convict. The Lokpal will have the power to confiscate property and other means to recover the amount. This means that people like Kalmadi and Raja can no longer spend seven years in jail and enjoy their life after the completion of their sentence, from the corruption money earned already.
·    This will work at the lower level and day to day level as well, the public grievance system will be introduced, wherein people can file direct complains to the Lokatulyas and the case will have to be looked at within 30 days. The Lokpal will have full authority to take actions against the people found guilty. Financial penalty will be imposed on the guilty officers which will be handed over to the complainant as compensation.
·     It is proposed in the bill that the anti-corruption units of CBI and CVC should be merged with the Lokpal. And they should also be no longer in control of the government.
·      The Lokpal has complete power and authority to independently investigate and prosecute any officer, judge or politicians including the Prime Minister.
·     The Lokpal also has provisions for the whistleblowers. The people victimized for raising their voice against corruption will be provided with full security and protection.
·      Protection against corrupt people becoming Lokpal members. The selection of the Lokpal members will be completely transparent. They will be selected by judges, commoners, and the people of the society through recommendations. The selection process video will be uploaded on the website and it will be made public. Any complaints of corruption within the Lokpal will be dealt strictly, and if guilty the member will be removed within two months.

Last time round, when Anna went on fast, he was given an assurance by the government that the bill will be passed in the monsoon session. So, what happened to that? Why is Anna fasting again? That’s because the government agreed to pass the bill but only just. The government version of the bill does not cover the main points of the Jan Lokpal which was discussed above. The basic main points that distinct the government draft from team Anna’s draft are as follows:

·         LOKATULYA is not covered within the bill. Its only agrees on LOKPAL.
·     The government draft wants the anti-corruption unit of CBI and CVC to remain under their own control. So, if the politician is found to be corrupt by the CVC, he will not be executed since the CVC works under the same politician!
·     The government draft does not give the power to the Lokpal to file a case or execute the corrupt politician. The Lokpal can only investigate the case and if found guilty, forward the case to the courts for further process. This again makes the whole thing back to square one. India keeps on blaming the system for everything. This is the time to change and bring about a drastic change without fear.
·       The maximum sentence for the corrupt has been increased from seven to ten years. Not life sentence, as proposed by Jan Lokpal, which again is too weak keeping in mind the recent scams and the huge amount of money involved in it.
·     The government draft does not have provisions to have a transparent selection process within the Lokpal.
·      It does not include the Judiciary and Prime Minister under the purview of Lokpal, which means that foreign affair, security and defense issues will be kept out of the scrutiny.
·     No penalties proposed in the government draft against the officers involved in corruption. So, there is no chance of compensations to the affected complainant.

Few of the points from the government draft can be considered, but not all. The massive change in the system required, we keep on talking about is here. This is a chance to engulf the opportunity provided by Anna. This is more than a ray of hope. We have always dreamt of our country to compete with the other developed nations around the world, and feel proud of it. We all know that we have the tools to be the best in the world, and we also know that corruption has been the major hindrance. This is the time we really give in our best to shake the government, and support Anna in his endeavor, which I am afraid, is now our endeavor. I am in. are you?

Main bhi Anna Hazare…


Thursday, July 21, 2011

(This was was my first blog dated 2nd may 2011, got misplaced due to some glitch)

Twitter was only 140 characters so I moved in here, to express myself in a diffusive way.
I understand that blogging is a passe' these days and 'micro blogging' is the in-thing. Keeping that in mind, i'll keep you posted through links, in your respective networking sites. So you could read, comment and share your thoughts with me.

The day that just got over, 1st may is celebrated as international worker's day, and its a holiday in honour of all the labours and workers. but what an irony, it was a Sunday. 
anyway, working on my blog all night? No, i guess i'll call it a day, and get some sleep before i get woken up by a personal alarm at 10:30 am.

love..

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Safe by an hour


Mumbai blew up again. Three bomb blasts shook the city when the innocent people were returning home, to see their children, to see their wife, to breathe easy and lie down peacefully after a long and tiring day at work. Zaveri Bazar, Colaba, and Dadar were wrecked. More than 20 people killed, and more than 100 injured. They do it often, and they often do it at will. Is there no stopping them?

The blasts are only one day old and people are finding comfort in harping about the fact that how resolute Mumbaikars are. Jogging in Colaba, working in Dadar and shopping in Zaveri Bazar. Life is almost back to normalcy. They call it the spirit of Mumbai. Do they really know that the people are helpless? What other option do they have other than going to work and achieving their targets? They just can’t sit back and let the food feed themselves to their family. It’s fine to be proud of the resilience shown by the people but it’s time to show some wrath too, because if that is the case, the policy makers will be let off yet again. The government knows for a fact that they don’t have to do anything, and that Mumbai will heal itself as it always has been doing since years.  

The ministers from all parts flew up to the financial capital to show sympathy and condolence. Where were they when the serial blasts in Guwahati took up more lives?  Is it the limelight they just want to be in? The President of America and the Prime Minister of Pakistan have condemned the blasts, and so has the Prime Minister of India. How does that make him any different? Is that all he is supposed to do? He says “we are committed to fighting terror”. Didn’t he say the same thing last time around too? The state has been put at high alert and the country on alert. Big deal!  It’s like putting on the condom after the job is done. With time, this will be forgotten too. The sympathy doesn’t last unless we feel the pain ourselves. The masses will organize candle light marches and move on. That’s all what we are good at.

I was exactly at the Dadar blast site one hour prior to when it happened. Was returning back home from Worli and I had to get on a local from there on. The news struck me as soon as I came back home. Saw some gory pictures on TV. Felt uneasy. And the feeling remains because I was just..

safe by an hour..

"ऐ दिल है मुश्किल जीना यहाँ... ज़रा हटके ज़रा बचके ये है बॉम्बे मेरी जान..."

Sunday, July 3, 2011

To stop the train, pull the chain!



22 June 2011,  Rajdhani Express,  Mumbai-Delhi,  Around 6 PM.

“Start”
And after a few seconds “stop”  said the little girl.
“B” said another kid in the group.
“Ben, Bangkok, Bhalu, Bomb” I interrupted the kids.
“Cheating Cheating Cheating” they all shouted unanimously
“Bhalu won't do, it's a Hindi word” they said.
“Oops!” I was embarrassed
“Never mind, let’s make it Ben, Bangkok, Bull, Bomb” I compromised. Trying hard to name an animal with the letter B, eventually came up with ‘Bull’. Silly enough, I could have used ‘Bear’ at first place. It could have served the same animal and the same alphabet.

That’s me for you, or maybe I was pressurized by the kids so much.

If you haven’t still figured out what I am talking about, it’s the game we used to play as kids ‘Name, Place, Animal, Thing’. Well, that’s what was going on in my compartment.

Another pastime I learned was “ATLAS” which also If I remember correctly, we used to play. We can use the whole globe to our rescue here, it goes like AtlaS, ShimlA, AustraliA, AfghanistaN, NepaL, LondoN, NagpuR, RussiA, AmritsaR…and so on until one runs out of places in the atlas!

I am already planning to try these games with my grown up pals, after a few pegs down. I am sure we would come up with names never heard of and places never dreamt of! Assuming it would be amusing.

Coming back to the kids, they are lot smarter these days. A general perception. But atlas! Sorry, alas! The competition will be much more intense when they grow up. I wonder what that will be, keeping in mind the 100% cut off these days. I guess, there will be extra marks awarded for handwriting (officially). That would make 100% + 2% handwriting. Tough nut to crack. Poor kids! The new Bachchan generation coming up..better he/she takes up acting. You know why.

Train journeys used to be fun when we were unsophisticated, I still remember a journey as a kid when we started playing ‘Antakshari’ and we got almost the whole compartment to sing along. We would ask any random person to sing and continue the trend. All of them participated sportily, except a few shy types. Now, it’s more of catching up with some sleep. All we do is eat, read some crap, plug in the earphones, think and worry about the dying phone battery. All this from a lone travellers point of view like me, of course things are different when we are with some friends.

Looking out of the window, I saw a small mountain. On top of that I saw a temple. The adventurous me, now even more excited with the energy of the kids, wanted to get there right now for a journey of my own.
“Should I? How?” I questioned myself.
‘To stop the train, pull the chain’ I remembered.
I did not believe that I was really going to do this.
“Just go for it” I said to myself, and I went to search for the chain.
As I reached for the chain..
Good lord!
‘The chain’ had been replaced by ‘The alarm button'!

Thus, my train journey ended up in the train itself. I wasn’t adventurous enough to press the alarm button. It was time I pulled up the sheet and slept.

Bon Voyage..





Monday, June 20, 2011

Sleep-Blog !


Some sleep-walk, some sleep-talk, and some..sleep-blog.  The thought of getting to write excites me, and I succumb to the excitement. What better time than this, away from the grind and in silence. I guess I won’t be getting time for this once I start working again, which I am planning to, from next month.

And for the next month to arrive, we still have ten days to go. So, Delhi bound again, this time a friend’s wedding. I got the invitation three months back but I wasn’t sure that I was going to make it, keeping in mind, the troublesome period I was going through in regard of my admissions. But everything is settled now and it’s a good time to catch up with friends again. There are also plans for extending our trip to Mussoorie , Hrishikesh and other adjoining places to visit.

Coming back to the decision I mentioned in one of my previous blog, the ‘picture’ of MBA from India is dropped, IMT is out and I have already taken back my admission. Aiming for a year of work experience and then moving out for the ‘bigger picture’. I have got another six months, and I hope everything sets as plan.

Enough of the bygone and the expected.

We either dwell in the past or deem about the future. Do we really live in the present? Do we relish the moment of now?  An ex colleague of mine says that it all depends on the way we breath. A few breathing techniques can get us to live in the present, at around three thousand bucks per week, that’s all it takes.  Does it make sense?  Let’s not go there. It’s a sleep-blog anyway, not meant to make sense. I mean do the sleepwalkers know what they are up to?

Likewise..